me at home now. Damn tired seh. Taking off today. Dunno wat make me so tired. I went to bishan last nite. Tak buat aper2 pun. Mungkin tak cukup tidur. The last few days balqis selalu tidur lambat. Den kul 6 dah bangun. Mungkin dats the reason why i always feel so tired. Sometimes not enough sleep also can lead you to fever, headache. True!

Balqis dah semakin active. Taknak duduk diam. Letak jer dia bergolek. Taknak org dukung. Konon nak bergerak sendiri lah tu. Dah sembilan bulan pun balqis. Cepat kan. Tak perasan pun. I can see that balqis is so lonely. She either have my mother or bishan mother. When me n hazli off to work. how i wish i dont have to work anymore. So i can spent most of my time with her. But i dont think is stabilise for me to quit my job rite now. With the economy so bad. Here n there all the price increase. Nvm i just need to stay n be patience with the job i have now.

Ngantuk already... Darrr... continue later. Bye!

At work now, clock in abt 8.44am. Early kan! Dat is because i want to be home early. I have date with Rita n Man ard 2pm. We heading to KARAOKE, finally kan. Tapi supposely hazli booked at 2pm. I finish my work ard 2pm. So i hope hazli manage to change the timing.
Maryam if you happen to read this just to tell you TODAY got no PRE-ALERT,.. and, and, and, only 6 COB. Hehehe. When im typing this im doned with my work. Tomorrow will be much lesser i hope. So Good Luck, n one more thing im ok with yesterday. Understand with your difficult situation. Cause you always say YES whenever i ask for changes of shift. I'M cool MARSHA! Cume kak hawa dtg lambat jer. Luckly all the COB is not "RCVR" yet. Ok lah. Me want to buy breakfast. See you on Wednesday Maryam. Smile n show of off your "tembam" face always.

As for Rita & Man, we have Singing Competition today. Whoever wins will bring back both daughters home. Yea Yea. Imagined.... just imagine ...., i will to look after Maiyya n Balqis at the same time. !#@%^&$#@&*^$@@#$$$. Speecless.. Hahaha.

I punch it at 12+ just now. Heheh. Damn late to work. No choice got so many things to do in the morny. Tried to change with Maryam but can make it last minute. She have to take care her elderly grandma. So i do everything in morny n like cicakman i fly to work. Wahahaha. Salah macam fast n furious i drive the car. Nasib baik takde TP. As i past along the changi beach i saw FUYOOO, punye lam ramai manusia2 takde rumah. Dorang berkhemah lah, bawa dapur lah, bawa barang pasar, ade sampai bara tv abt 14 inch, ade juga bawa fridge kecil. Nasib baik takde bawa katil queen size kan. Betul nye semangat kental nak berkelah. Aniwae as usul me n maryam take turns like no life hav to work on Sunday n Public Holiday. Rabak kan. Hmmm..

Went out last night. Meet hazli buddy with his wife n daughter. Its been a long time since we met. Longgggg time sound like 10 years kan. No lah abt 4 months like dat lah. The last time was i guess fasting month lah. Now all of us expecially our daughters all different leh. Zura rebond her hair. Hazli say like alian (hahaha) , amran lost weight. I (SITI HAWA) n husband (HAZLI) SUBHANALLAH, badan pun takde harapan nak kurus langsung. Tapi takpe biler kite keluar, me, hazli & balqis kite tiga dah macam humpty dumpty family. Cute kan. Takper lah asal kan happy sudahlah. Memang happy pun, walaupun kekadang keadaan, situasi, tempat, masa atau keliling menyakit kan. Kita anak beranak cuba untuk redha, dan terimah segalanye apa adenye.

This morny going to work as usual, the different is only i saw KAK RINA today. Isnt she supposed to off???? Haizzz how come ah? But aniwae we went breakfast together. I ate mee goreng wit ayam n bagedil. Lapar beb. The mee goreng sweet lah, reject sikit. Finish up the ayam n begedil then put aside the mee. Later can bring home ah.

Den i saw today news abt murdering. Eeerie..
" CHINA STUDENT KILLED IN HORROR ATTACK, POLICE ARRIVE TO SEE SUSPECT HOLDINGS UP VICTIM HEAD IN CAMPUS CAFE"
Dats means he chopped of the gerl head in front of all people in cafe.. Aiyo!! Crazy or wat??

Forget abt that, nothing much to do actually. Finish up my prea-alert, COB & uplift now sitting just stare at the PC. The PC must be so damn DEAD BORING to see my face every single day kan. Wat to do, either us have no choice!!! After this go pasar with mother, den den den den WHAT!!! Thats it i guess.. Maybe go BISHAN???? I update again!!!

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