I got 2 weeks child mc. Its not necessary for me actually, cause UPS doesnt have any child mc. Only child care leave. But today i have no choice but to apply for child care leave. My mom sick. Her hand swollen. If i just ignored n go to work wat happen to balqis. Actually i already inform my supervisor on Friday itself that i might be taking leave on monday if Balqis still in KKH. So im still taking leave for another reason. So the whole day at home, i do all the housework, plus cooking, plus cloth washing, hanging cloth and all abt cloh lah. PLUS... o look after balqis the whole day. Tiring but fun.

There is something bothering me actually. There is someone says this behind me " Sikit2 hantar anak gi hospital, macam takde cara lain pula"
So listen here what im going to

NAK TUNGGU ANAK AKU DAH NAK MAMPUS BARU NAK HANTAR GI HOSPITAL, YANG HANTAR PUN MAK AKU, PAKAI DUIT AKU, TAK MENYUSAH KAN KORANG. TAK SATU SEN PUN PAKAI DUIT KORANG. JADI TAK PAYAH NAK CAKAP PASAL HAL AKU. KORANG PATUT BERTERIMAH KASIH SEKURANG KURANG NYA BALQIS SELAMAT TAK ADE APER2 N SEPATUTNYE TERIMAH KASIH DENGAN MAK AKU WALAUPUN DIA SORANG DAN SAKIT DIA MASIH MAMPU HANTAR BALQIS GI HOSPITAL. TAKLAH PANDAI2 NAK BUAT BENDA YANG DIA TAK TAHU. KALAU APER2 JADI PADA BALQIS MAK AKU TAK BUAT APER2 TETAP KORANG SALAH KAN MAK AKU JUGA KAN!!!

SO HEAR IT OUT YOU BITHCES, ITS MY FAMILY, DONT FUCKING BOTHER ABT IT, N DONT FUCKING ACT AS IF YOU CARE ABT MY FAMILY. IDIOT YOU HAVE YOUR OWN FAMILY N YOU TOO HAVE A TODDLER , SO LETS KARMA TAKE IT PLACE.

Balqis admitted to KKH ward 7504 on friday dur to Urine infection. The urine is so cloudy that need her to be warded for further investigation. Her urine was send for lab test. It sound so serious at first cause it very rare for a toddler like balqis age to get urine infection. What doctor concern is only abt the urine which is so cloudy it might be Kidney problem which can lead to Kidney Failure. I feel like to faint when i heard the explanation from Dr Nancy. Other posibility is maybe normal urine infection due to virus of enviroment or the food n milk that balqis had.

Alhamdulilah the next day, which is Sat early morning doc came n told me nothing to worry abt, urine test show balqis kidney is funtioning very well, only a normal infection. Thanks Allah. Thanks.. May i get all the sickness but please not my little princess. Since her urine is fine i ask to be discharge the same day. She only can be realesed ard 5pm. Reach home ard 615pm.

Tot of going for early bed, but have to forget abt that. My mother in law anf gang visited us.
Finally i slept ard 1am..

I received a call from my mom ard 2+pm. Just after i came back from lunch. Shocking like wat. Its my mom. She told me Balqis sunddenly fall sick, hight fever, vomit, n the balck eye ball roll up. Only the white eyes can been seen. I feel like fainted.... My heart beat very fast, luckly i got no heart problem if not ah... Game liou!Aniway, i force my mom to bring balqis to KKH, I call my sister to help mom. So she so fast seh, 5 mins she in the cab take mom n balqis den off to KKH. Reach there abt 2.45pm. Balqis state quite bad as mention by my sister. She close her eyes, but not sleeping. She just dont feel like to see the surrounding. Me at werk tak tentu arah, nak balik takde orang nak cover, kak rina pun takde. HP semua belum buat. Ya'Allah only HE noe how i feel inside. I cant control myself but to cry at the corner. I call2 hazli cannot go thru. Hazli go friday prayer n forget to switch on back his mobile. I get hold on him ard 3pm. Den i feel a bit released after talking to him. He told me he call my sister n balqis a bit better. Open up her eyes, n being herself already.

I ask my mom wat happen, how it happen, when it happen.. Mom told me she told balqis to HDB the got one of this makci sudeendly from no where go to balqis n say " GEMUK NYE BUDAK NIE, CANTIK PULA TU, BADAN BESAR, MAKAN BERAS APER!!! "" kan mulut taik ayam tu. So its kinf of terkene mata kot. I dunno if you guys believe it or not. But i guess its true.

Anyway rushing to fetch hazli n straight to KKH. No updates abt my princess yet..

I received sms from Ainun, it goes like this.

Ainun: Hie Hawa,... This Sat kau dapat jumpe kite semua kat simei, cuz aku nak tgk anak kau tu mesti cute.....

Hawa: Siape2 yang ade.

Ainun:Aku, Halim, Firdaus, Zarima,Mardiana, sumarni n maybe noriza jugak,

Hawa: Ok lah boleh, kau confirm aku time k.

Ainun: Ok sure n btw sekarang kau keje mane.

N bla bla bla abt my work place. So how should i go or not?? Confrim giler dorang terkejut tengok aku kan. 1st dah gemuk, 2nd, HAWA PAKAI TUDUNG!!!! Hawa yang dorang kenal dulu very the wild seh. Tapi manusia kan berubah. Im very proud of what i am now. Althought tak lah glamour ker, jambu giler ker, kaya giler ker, ape2 lah. Im just happy with wat i am now. With my husband n my princess. Im looking forward for the meeting actually. Tapi macam jam gitu, nak cakap aper? Nak berbual aper? Hawa tak boleh giler macam time sekolah dulu per. So how?

Maybe i should ask noriza along. Then i wont feel too awkward. Should bring our husband along as well. Hmmm hope it gonna be fun!

Days pass so fast. Its bees a few days last i update my blog. So many things happen n it happen so fast. That past saturday was really a shocking sat. It actually goes like this, im on leave on Fri(30th Jan 09), packed hazli stuff for him to go KL. Ard 4pm hazli kol that he hav to cancel the KL trip because he have to fly to Jakarta for business trip as instructed by his boss. He have no other choices but to except it.

To cut the story short hazli kol me at ard 3+pm on sat to packed our stuff, (me, balqis & mom) and off to KL. It really happen very fast. I reach JB ard 5pm and we reach KL 7.30pm. No stops!!! Imagine that. Oh sorry, he only stop at Paggor to go toilets. Den guess who we saw???

Daaaaa!!!

Arash... Fav Actor!!!

He soo cool. So humble , so hendsem... n he hav a ver sweet wife too. Beside him is my mother lah of course she the most kecoh... We took a few picture tapi blur lah. This is the best i can put. He too on the way back toKL from batu pahat. Ade jemputan katanye. Ish ish hensem nye. Terbayang bayang seh. After dat short excitment, we drove all straight to KL. Reach kak long house ard 8+pm. Den go to pengantin house, That night i went to karaoke with hazli n the gang. I guess a total of 10 men n i am the only gerls...Fuyooo... Hehehe alah semua sedara lah. Abg2 hazli n sepupu hazli. Best giler. I really enjoy myself, cause i never hav the chance to go out wheneven i go KL. Cause i hav to look after Balqis. Since my mom follow, aper lagi ambil kesempatan lah hawa. After karaoke we went to late supper. Eat prata, den i saw i another malaysia artist i forget his name but he is 70an singer. Hahaha.

The next day morning we went to Selayang Market, best juga. Banyak barang murah2. But too bad nak kene budjet pasal tak bawa enough cash. I bought selendang, kasut, most of the thing is balqis things. Dats it abt the pasar. Back hom, den ard 1pm we pack our stuff n off to pengantin house. We left the pengantin house to Busu melah house, den we supposed to back SINGAPORE. But this abg ude wife (kak nora) want to eat kupang at MALAKA, so he bring us all to MALAKA. Punye lah dalam tempat dia. Kita jalan dari MALAKA kul 10pm tak giler tu. Tapi enjoy juga lah. Den our way back hom kereta blakang drive by one of hazli brother saw "that things" flying. Eeee. Seram,..

Finally we reach singapore at 4am. Wash up, den Zzzzzz... Panjang lebar cerita aku. Takper overall ENJOY!!!