Journey of my life...

Last nite i slept at 1.00am again. Dunno why i just cant close my eyes. Things has never been good so far. Actually i did breakdown, i cry n cry. Why am i in such a difficult situation now. I try to hide from everyone, especially hazli. I try to be brave but its teribbly hurting me inside. What else can i do. Late at night when everyone soundly sleep, i pray. That is the only way for me to let it out, Allah is a great listener. I felt better everytime I talk to Allah. HE hears me, i believe watever im thru now is task from HIM. HE love me, HE have better plan for me. Down the road i shall see Happiness. All i need is to be patience, n except eveything with smile.